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| Tweet Topic Started: Jan 3 2013, 06:31 PM (2,625 Views) | |
| Tozen | Jan 3 2013, 06:31 PM Post #1 |
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Fuuton Hoe
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"What topic did Tozen make this time? He's a pretty cool dude, so...what? Why is he typing like that?" Quite simply, he's not. It's Wolfenstein back for one quick topic because it's something I wanted to post. It might even get a shitton of shit posted on it, but that's nothing new. It might even get ignored...but that's nothing new either. So why don't I get to the point? As the title said, this is about disappointment...but why? As you know, I created that "I'm Leaving" topic--you know, the one that retards will post in this topic saying "omg didn'tuquit", or "Sasuna's avatar is quite pro", or "cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com cry-of-fear.com". People asked why I wouldn't leave, and I didn't really get the answer myself until I tried falling asleep at 5:30 in the morning last night (I had to piss really bad and it was keeping me awake, so I had to get up and use the bathroom). The answer was simple: The reason I kept coming back was that I was hoping NFF--not the game, the community (since I haven't played the game in months)--would improve, even by a little bit. So what happened? It got worse. A shitton worse. To the point that I actually get a bit nauseous looking at the forums now. And why is that? Well, it's a number of things. One, there's something I learned a couple of years ago in chemistry--that everything goes towards a state of chaos. Just look at a room, for instance: after cleaning, you probably have said "I will never let it get this dirty again"...only for it to be dirty a few days (or hours, or minutes) later. Why? Because it goes to a state of chaos, which is why you have to interfere to restore order (cleaning it up) for a short amount of time. It's the same reason that society as a whole is turning into a shithole (and if you honestly think it isn't, you're missing something, but that's not the goddamn point of this topic). And yes, even the NFF forums/community will go to this. It already has. Look at any post from the past 3 days. The number of good helpful posts is overtaken by the number of just pure garbage posts. I already gave a few examples above. Two, it's kinda my fault (at least in part) because I supported (for a short time) the troll behavior of Sasuna. But then I stopped, and he kept on to a slippery slope. And yes, I know a lot of other people contributed as well, but I'll take a part of the blame in this instance. Three, NFF is getting a LOT of new players recently. If I'm not mistaken, NFF is one of the top games on BYOND, only being surpassed by BLN (I think) and Space Station 13 or whatever the hell it's called--I don't play either so it doesn't really concern me. Anyways, yes, we get a lot of new players--some of them even...gasp...being from Brazil! But that's not important either. What is important is that a lot of the established players are encouraging shitty behavior, and then wondering why those players DO the shitty behavior. You know...the same people who are (Joking or not, it does NOT matter) telling people to DA, or EZ, or break some other rule I haven't mentioned, or whatever the hell stupid thing it is. And sometimes these people are members of the staff, sometimes they aren't--still doesn't really change anything since the staff is vastly outnumbered by the rest of the playerbase. And these are just the things I could think of off the top of my head. There's probably more, but it's likely that it falls under one of the three above. And yet, I can't even make this topic without also adding that yes, there's a number of people in the community that I am disappointed in. It's more likely this part more than anything will cause a shitfest to start...but that's okay. Sometimes it's necessary. So I'll begin: Tozen: I gotta list you first. To be honest, I'm only disappointed in you because in the year or two that it has been since I've changed your password (because you forgot the previous one), you STILL haven't changed it. But if you hadn't, then I wouldn't be able to post this to begin with...so it kinda balances it out. Fox: I'm disappointed in you for other reasons. Raikiri: See what I said for Fox. Sarah: I'm disappointed in you. For saying racist shit and expecting people to not get pissed off. Whether it's a woman, a black guy, a white guy, a Native American, or whatever--racist shit is stupid. And saying it, expecting people to not be mad is really stupid. And saying it with the intention of pissing people off is even MORE stupid. On another note, seriously...look at your posts from a year or two ago, and look at them now...what the HELL happened to your English? Did NFF really screw up your English that badly? I (And the vast majority of people) wonder if you just type stuff with your vagina and don't even check to see what you're saying...seriously. >_> Fallen: I'm disappointed in you for all those topics you've made, particularly against Auden, and more recently Beji and vagIna. I expect better from you. And you helped contribute to Sasuna's BS recently. Kiruzon: I'm disappointed in you for not getting caught once, but TWICE in EZing WHILE you were an Enforcer. But that's not even the full reason why I'm disappointed. Back in early 2011 or so, you were actually one of the NFF players that I was cool with. Then in late 2011 and throughout 2012, you turned into this annoying ass, *****y, whiny troll. Yes, you were an enforcer (and are now an Admin), and you were a damn good enforcer. But you were a good enforcer back in 2011 too, WITHOUT being *****y or whiny or a troll. But just as you were a damn good enforcer in 2011-2012, you turned into a complete jackass. And sometimes I just wonder what the HELL happened to you. Other than your annoying personality, I have no issues with you. And just like Fallen, you contributed to Sasuna's BS, maybe even more than anybody else since you seem to be the closest to Sasuna NFF-wise. Aiichi: I'm disappointed in you for all these goddamn times you've lied to me. You lied to me 2 years ago back in November 2011 (yes, I remember), and you lied to me last year SPECIFICALLY to help Sasuna, who everybody knew (but ESPECIALLY you) I had issues with, KNOWING I refused to deal with him, all under the guise that you were in trouble. That REALLY pissed me off more than anything else. Beji: I'm disappointed not only that you bought all those retarded edits to begin with, but that you still deal with all the bull crap that you do. Yeah, the edits will bring along the criticism, but you do NOTHING to help. But you probably don't care. Randomnity/Boredomnity: Same with Beji, except you're just a pain in the ass. Auden (lol I don't know where the hell he is at): I'm disappointed in that he deals with the bullshit that he does. If somebody like Kiruzon posts a topic, the playerbase is okay with it. BUT GOD FORBID THIS GUY POST IT, because you people will attack him like you're in a goddamn high school. I attended, have been in, and graduated from a public high school, I'm not exaggerating when I say it. Argon: I'm disappointed that you haven't just said "**** you, people who bought edits, you're not getting a refund" and then just remove those edits. I'm also disappointed Tamaza: Let's see...for EZing (Already guessed that). For supporting Sasuna's troll behavior. And then with that post on that "I'm Leaving" topic, where you said all that nice shit--wait, what? I'm disappointed in you for saying something nice? Not entirely--I'm disappointed that you said it, even though a month or two prior, you were talking about how much you despised me and how "full of shit" (which maybe I am, I don't really care what NFF players think at this point) I was. Yes, your post actually made me wonder what the hell you actually think. But I don't care anymore anyways. Saifi: Even though he can't see it, I'm disappointed that he deliberately pushed the limits of what he could deal with. We're good friends, but goddammit he made it difficult if not impossible to stick up for him. He also brought in the troll era which I kinda have some resentment for. <_< xxxyobdab (or however you spell it): For being so goddamn awkward. Rage: For him wanting to get his filthy nonbeliever saliva on my phallus--I mean, for not just going out and just fulfilling the stuff I damn well know he can do. Oh, and his pedophilia. That's just gross. Myself: As previously said, for contributing (at least in the beginning) to Sasuna's current behavior. Also, for giving people (and this community) WAY too many chances. I probably should've just left and never came back, but I'm too optimistic for my own good. .-. \ AND FINALLY: Sasuna: Where do I even begin? Let's see... Your beginning as the coder was actually pretty good. I had no issues. And a LOT of people stroked your ego penis. Then something happened, and you started changing. You want to know why I removed you from MSN (and refuse to re-add)? Because you WERE a person, at least at the beginning, who didn't lose sight of who he was. You wanted to code and help people. The beginning of it, at least for me, was when I actually TRIED to be serious with you about NFF, such as reporting bugs and shit, and you...ignored me. Better yet, you ignored me to TROLL me. At first I thought you were in one of your ADHD moods, and I get that--I have a nephew who has those moods when he doesn't have his medicine. He's ANNOYING AS HELL when he's in one of those moods--just ask Raikiri, Raikiri HATES this nephew. But then it happened not once, but twice...then three times...then it became a daily thing...then you would just message me just to try to piss me off, saying shit like "omg make love 2 me" or "omg suck my penis and write my essay", or "lol I'm nerfing shuriken". Those are just some of the things you said...but you know what? I tolerated it in the beginning because I knew you were essentially (at least from a humanist point of view) a "good person", that you were trying your best to be a coder and have fun. I get that as well--you're what, 17 now? I don't see why you can't have what little bit of your childhood remaining to be enjoyed, at least until you turn 18 a couple of weeks from now (Yes, I remembered). But I said I tolerated it at first, right? As in, I didn't like it or support it, but I dealt with it and accepted it. And then it got to a point I couldn't talk to you about ANYTHING without you trying to troll me or trying to piss me off (which you succeeded in, congratu-****ing-lations). At that point, I refused to tolerate it any more and just decided "**** this, I'm wasting my time even talking to him" so I removed you from MSN. Fox removed you at around this time as well, I think, but he re-added you later. And here's where it begins... One comment from Ivel was "Sasuna, you've lost touch of what it means to be an NFF player"...and you know what? He's right. But that's just a little side note. ANYWAYS, after I removed you, you just thought I was just kidding, but I wasn't. I was seriously getting pissed off and getting tired of being blatantly ignored. So I went to Argon for bug reports--even though he likely wouldn't reply to me, or wasn't on that much, he at LEAST would pay attention when it was necessary and important. And then you figured out, by someone adding me to a conversation--I think it was Aiichi--that I DID remove you, and wasn't just appearing offline to you. And then you went full-on rage mode. At first, you'd just rage at me in GM OOC and ask me to re-add you. Then you started trying to bribe me by asking if I wanted to be in Xiveres--I said no. You told me I could be in Xiveres and you would code a Soul Shuriken jutsu--I said no again. I said no to every bribe you offered me--all to re-add you. And I still don't regret saying no. THEN you started to ban me for no other reason than for me removing you. It wasn't just one or twice, it was at least 5 different times--one of them lasted for at least 2 weeks, and Argon didn't even notice until he saw my name in the list. But you know what? I wasn't going to change my mind. And I still haven't. And I can see now that I was right in doing so. Anyways, you finally stopped banning me for no reason (maybe Argon told you to stop or something, I don't know), but then you changed your focus to not banning me, but just intentionally targeting me for whatever the hell you felt like doing at the time. You KO verbed me a few times, and I figured it was you immediately. Then you started targeting me in the arena, WHILE I was fighting somebody (That somebody was Rudolf). Then while in that fight, you started to edit me DOWN as I fought Rudolf, to the point I literally had to bullshit a few tactics to even hurt him--and it worked. But you decided to fix it, and I was able to beat Rudolf--barely, but whatever. But that was just something to convince me that I wasn't going to deal with you any more. So I did. I literally ignored what you said, and I was pretty good. But then it got to the point that even if I didn't deal with you, that all that bullshit I was put through actually RUINED playing the game for me, not to mention I was already dealing with college stuff. So I just stopped playing. And to make sure I wouldn't be tempted to play, I intentionally got my character wiped. Do I regret it? Not at all. And then just recently (the past 2-3 months or so) you have been on this crusade, and whether you intended to or not, it turned the forums into a pile a crap. And then I make ONE snarky post in particular that posted the EXACT same link you had been spamming for MONTHS, and you decided to ban me. Not to mention you've banned other people like Sylar/God, and Walking Corpse (when I think about it, I'm kinda glad you banned this guy) for reasons I can only assume are rather petty. So yeah, that's about everything. You're still Sasuna, and you still code, but you're an entirely different person now. An entirely different person I refuse to deal with, and quite frankly, I'm disappointed in. //this is the end of the text wall (Did I mention to you guys I'm starting a programming class next semester?) ~Ryuuka ... Changing my pw now.~Tozen Edited by Tozen, Jan 3 2013, 09:10 PM.
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http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/new-pokemon-series.html![]() You know you were going to get it. ~Sky Only one person edits Sigs here mother fuker >->~Vash --- Age of Wushu:Server(White Tiger) | |
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| Fox | Jan 3 2013, 06:35 PM Post #2 |
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Wow don't delete this, I'm going to make the text gold and hang it on my wall. |
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http://users.pop.umn.edu/~matt0350/images/forumcrap/october/scream.pdf Someone once said "be the you you wanna be", and that's just how I feel now to. | |
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| Rurouni | Jan 3 2013, 06:36 PM Post #3 |
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“You can't fight the future. Don't waste your life trying.” I don't feel like I have to say anymore than that. Peace and love to you. |
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I don't know what you been told in your ear But I hear it's goin' down, somebody gotta (Die!) | |
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Jan 3 2013, 06:43 PM Post #4 |
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Ego
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Framing it and showing it to my family atm. |
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| Boredomnity | Jan 3 2013, 06:57 PM Post #5 |
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I'm not disappointed, Ryuuka, because you're one of the few people here I actually like and you included me here. But I am sad because the message was not a good one, and I will go cry because of it. Good luck in your programming class. P.S. Tozen, glad you're not deleting it... but please don't make the text harder to read. Right now everyone cares about it Ryuuka way more than we care about you. Wait a second... I just had an epiphany. NFF's community and trolling quality really is a pile of shit now. Let's fix it. I'll start by becoming a perfect example of an ideal player who plays quietly with good behavior, only stopping to answer questions with great grammar and consideration. I'm the best/worst troll here so if I do that while everyone else keeps shouting about Shinra's obesity or whatever the latest gibberish is, shame on you. |
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| Deleted User | Jan 3 2013, 06:58 PM Post #6 |
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Jan 3 2013, 06:59 PM Post #7 |
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Ego
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| Tama-chan | Jan 3 2013, 07:06 PM Post #8 |
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OMG this is how i felt about sasna until very recently too will give full reply later, am on a ps3 |
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| The Griffin | Jan 3 2013, 07:08 PM Post #9 |
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I'm different yeah i'm different. Pull up to the scene wit my ceiling missing! Ninpo Online would fix this non sensible community! |
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| Uharuu | Jan 3 2013, 08:17 PM Post #10 |
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And there is Tozen... |
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| Tozen | Jan 3 2013, 08:32 PM Post #11 |
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Fuuton Hoe
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Have this feeling no one will read this. Also didn't write this Uharu, Ryuuka wrote it just on my account because never changed my pw till now so guessing you just looked at the title and the person who wrote it. :/ And guessing Sasuna didn't read it cause he liked the post. |
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| Blubbles | Jan 3 2013, 08:37 PM Post #12 |
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maybe he liked it because u've changed ur pw :I can u change the color as well? yellow burns |
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Jan 3 2013, 08:41 PM Post #13 |
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Ego
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Everyone is using the wrong theme for the forums. |
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| Andriod 17 | Jan 3 2013, 08:49 PM Post #14 |
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Ehh, still sounds like classic Sasuna to me. I'm still waiting for you to come back Ryuuka, you was a fun player. |
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| Kiruzon | Jan 3 2013, 09:08 PM Post #15 |
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Wtf, why would you intentionally read all that. SAW MY NAME Edited by Kiruzon, Jan 3 2013, 09:10 PM.
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